My 20th

Name : Muhammad Ariksa
Class : TBI 5B

My 20th

Actually, I think about the economic situation of the family, matters of love, even problems aboutv religion, well maybe for example thinking about how to make the economy in this family better ?, Will I get married later ?, Am I already good in people's eyes? Is this what is called the maturation process? It's really not fun.

I have tried many times to find a side job but always failed, even though I found a way to get me a side job but instead the circumstances were not supportive, I could only think and persuade myself by saying "it's not the time yet" maybe I have to be patient long enough , again.

Love problems? I like someone, but I don't know if it's just like or really love her. Well indeed in my view she is an extraordinary woman, truly extraordinary. she is a woman who always tries to regret her own problems, harboring her own problems as if she was strong even though I know she is fragile, what is clear for now I can only admire, like or love her in silence, while patiently waiting for the time for me to carry out my plans.

I am not a religious person but I really hope that someone will help me with this problem, because I know and I realize that life in this world is only temporary, but I'm afraid of getting lost where I even stray from what should be true, to be wrong. Now I can only hope that God will speed up my permission to carry out my plan, so that I can marry her and that she will help me become a better person. But is there still time? Before death picks me first.