Time changes my confusion into an achievement
Occasionally crossed in my mind, what exactly is the meaning of life indeed? Iam not aware of what exactly the meaning of a real life. I am still blame myself enough when I got failure though I know that every person and every human being also has the different way each for this life. Sometime I am consider that other people's lives are much happier, that other people's burdens are always lighter, and that their achievements are always better. It is make me desperate in living a life, stress and my mind even more chaotic. The obstacles make me so hard to control my self, when a single step that has been structured fell down and it is meaningless, like a wind knocking down a skyscraper.
The extraordinary desire to reach dream also occupies my mind space. I was very disappointed and upset when the paper I had made was not nominated or did not pass the selection for publication. Sometimes I cry but also laugh at my lousy self. I felt that step has been stopped, the spirit has faded, the belief that began to crumble make my brain so colourfull. Thought like far away wandering into the future that are still neatly written in a paper and still became a question that are still looking for answer at every step of life. But I promise to myself that my life should go on. So that always learning from inspiration and motivation of other people is the main weapon to make myself stand on the truth’s line.
One day there is a day when my life has changed. I understand that the whole life acquired tremendously different character. It follows that nothing stays the same for a long. Despite the fact that live is a strunggle till someday I find one even in one day can change my life. It was a day when I find good motivation from other people’s life. She is a good writer. The heavy rain seemed to wash of all the bright colors of the world ouside. I began to finished some part of my novel and finally made me excited to become a author. Iam happy because I lead the life which had to do with the one I always dreamt about. I believe that by making simple changes in life, the overall quality could be improved. The something that should we do is focus on the right thing at the right time. Start from that day I keep moving forward and broaden my mindset. Iam very grateful of Allah because I have managed to turn my confusion into the good one. Verily in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest.
