Anggun 18551005 TBI 5A God s destiny is my choice

Every human being on this earth has feelings, so they can feel hapoy, sad, anxiety, and fear. One of the feelings that often exist in humans is confusion. Often times we hear from young people about the word upset, whether it's about their relationship with friends or maybe some of them have feelings of confusion because they are related to economic problems and love. A person experiences confusion with certain causes, and between one person and another person can experience confusion with different causes, meaning that each person gets different causes that make person enter a phase of turmoil. It is often encountered that some people cannot find it respond to the problems they are facing, let alone solve them, the point is that their hearts or feelings are in doubt.
Having dreams for the future is mandatory for me as a child born into a simple family. For me, confusion is when I hesitate to choose something. I am confused about the problem I face. Sometimes also the feeling of confusion that I face because I have conflicts from within myself. I want something to be mine, but I can't do anything when what I want I can't get it.
When I have goals and dreams about the future, it is broken by condition. A situation that often makes my heart hurt. My dream of become a doctor could not be achieved because of my financial situation. I lost my big dream from when I was young. Sometimes it makes my heart is so sad.
I felt so sad that I lost my appetite within 6 months. Crying in the room is my daily activity. But in the end I realized that what happened was the will of Allah SWT. I try to accept sincerely whatever happens in my life. God has shown me another way, continued my education at IAIN Curup was my choice after graduating from Senior High School.
Finally, after going through a long process, I realized that I had to get up. Entering the college period and completing all the assignments that are given properly. I believe that life goes on. Stay enthusiastic in living life. God will give us what we need not what we want. I believe that in the future I will be a successful person and be able to make my parents happy.