Name Rita Heryani Class TBI 5C NIM 18551053

college and the future
( Rita Heryani )

I don't feel myself in college is nearing the end. Sometimes I think, can I make it through to the end? Can I finish my college bench with the dreams that I have longed for? Sometimes it crossed my mind whether I could get through it, often a feeling of tiredness overtook me, a feeling of hopelessness mixed up in this.
However, when the feeling of confusion arose. Myself feel, if I'm like this what about my future. I will destroy my dreams, my family hopes, my parents hopes. So this is what makes me excited again.
My goal is to make my family happy. It's really hard. The hopes and aspirations of this family regarding my future. I feel like there is a big rock on my shoulder. so it often comes to my mind, how heavy is my life burden. can I grant the wishes of my family, the hopes of my parents.
Sometimes it appears in my mind what if their hopes cannot be fulfilled. There was fear in me, I was afraid they would be disappointed, I was afraid they would become sad. Because I am their only hope. However, this fear often disturbs my mind. Haunts about the future that I didn't expect.
I hope all the fear that I feel right now does not happen in my future. I hope ,I can make my family happy, especially my parents. I can make all of their dreams come true one by one. I really want to see the big smile on the face of my family. I know, that what they have done for me now, I will not be able to pay such a heavy price. But at least all their hard work can be cured by the me in the future, can cover their fatigue with a better self in the future. I hope they stay healthy until then.